The Second Pregnancy

Assalamualaikum and Hello,


Alhamdulillah, I have a tiny heart that beats inside me.

It all begin with tenderness that I felt; which I mistakenly thought as a normal premenstrual syndrome. And remembering back my previous miscarriage experience, I quickly went out and bought couple of pregnancy test strips (just in case).

At first I didn't see any double lines, so, nahhh not preggie. Just a normal PMS sign.
However, after I took a shower and took a glimpse of the strip again; well hello there's two lines!

So basically that's how I discovered that I am pregnant.

I am hoping to have a safe and happy pregnancy.

I would like to enjoy my pregnancy moment to the fullest; because it is something that I never had a chance to have before this.

For everything that would come in the crossroads, I want to and I will prioritize my baby and me first. Insya Allah.

I am really hoping to have a happy pregnancy.

I want to pamper myself a lot, take care of my emotional health, I want to be happy, feel happy, I want to smile and laugh a lot, and I want to do what makes my heart sing.


Ya Allah, lindungilah zuriat kami yang berada di dalam rahimku. Peliharalah dia, sihatkanlah dia, kurniakanlah dia dengan paras yang baik, dan tetapkanlah di dalam hatinya Iman kepadaMu dan RasulMu. Jadikanlah dia insan yang sihat, sempurna, berakal, bijak, alim dan beramal soleh.

Ya Allah, kurniakanlah padaku dan suamiku hikmah dan kesabaran dalam mendidik anak-anak kami, agar mereka membesar sentiasa dalam kasih sayang, perhatian, dan nilai murni. 
Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. 



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